At Taipei Airport, after a 14 hour flight from LA.

Creating a retreat in Bali seemed like a great idea. It seemed like such an easy, obvious thing to do.

It was such a shocking and transformative experience for me when I went in August… I wanted to share that experience… offer an opportunity to EMBODY the goddess.

And I had dreamed—for years—of leading spiritual goddess retreats around the world. And now I was finally doing it!

And yet it took me four months to actually buy my plane tickets.

And I tarried at booking my hotel room until the afternoon before my plane was scheduled to leave…

The night of my flight I had an anxiety attack.

I didn’t feel ready. My destination was too far. I felt very young and scared and like I’d get lost in transit, disappear in the vastness of the planet.

How would I find my way from one plane to the next when we stopped in Taipei?

If something happened to me, I’d never be found.

I delayed and delayed leaving the house that night, before going to the airport.

I kissed and clinged to the cute guy I was dating, as he drove me to the terminal. I wanted to hold on to him, to have some connection to home.

And when I finally released him and dragged my luggage to the check in counter, they wouldn’t let me on the plane! My passport was to expire in June… weeks after my return, and Bali required 6 months.

I’m sure I knew that on some level, and filed it away in my unconscious. And I’d lie if I didn’t admit that I was grateful for the delay.

I scrambled to get a new passport in one day, rebooked my flight. Everything fell into place magically: I was to fly out the night I picked up my passport. Same flight. I even got the same coveted window seats.

(I’m sooooo lucky. And a freak of nature when it comes to manifesting.)

The night of my new departure, the anxiety came back: I suddenly couldn’t find my new passport, just as we were leaving for the airport. I panicked. Started hyperventilating. How could I blow it again?

In 30 years of travel, I’ve NEVER lost my passport before

Can you believe all the obstacles I created to get in the way of my dream? Amazing, isn’t it?

I did find it… just in time.

I went to the airport and they actually let me on the plane.

And then a magical thing happened: ss soon as I was actually on the plane itself, flying 14 hours to Taipei, I got happy! I slept. I made friends with my neighbor. I found my way to my connectimg flight in Taipei.

The fear left. All that remained was a fabulous view from my window seat… the thrill of the vastness of the planet… the exciting strangeness of other lands, foods, languages and peoples… and a profound gratitude for the privilege of living out my wildest fantasies.

I’m so, so happy to be here. And I fought so, so hard to sabotage this event!

I can’t help but feel this might be a metaphor for all of us: how terrifying it can be to step into our bigger vision. I know that over and over I get fantasies of ducking out, at the very moment before I get what I’ve been wanting for ages.

If this is true for you, too, I want you to know you’re not alone.

Keep going. You have to just keep going. Everything you want is on the other side of the fear.

As I was going through your notes I came across one statement that stopped me in my tracks: “I pray for this for me… a miracle.”

I want so much MORE for you than a miracle!

I say this even though I’m the miracle lady. You’re probably reading me right now because you heard or read about some of the incredible things that came about in my life or the lives of my clients.

Miracles are a double edged sword: on on side you may get out of a jam, have a nice little reprieve from disaster, or get a really nice gift out of nowhere. The flip side is you aren’t any more powerful or in control of your life when miracles come from the outside.

Praying for a money miracle is like praying for continued helplessness. BE the miracle. Do what needs to be done.

Anxiety moments are the GREATEST OPPORTUNITY to learn that new thing or make that inner shift that takes you to a whole new level of personal power. My favorite–and most lucrative–question to ask is, “Money, I’m feeling anxious. What do you want me to do so I can feel less anxious?” I listen for my (personified) Money’s response and DO IT.

And if I can’t hear my “Money Honey,” I start the Financial Alchemy process all over again from scratch:

1) uncover my hidden reasons for protecting myself from money
2) personify my money monster
3) eliminate my money monster
4) meet my new “Money Honey”
5) ask my MH what he wants from me
6) take a concrete, measurable action to make my MH happy.

And THAT’S when I get my big money miracles… and I learn something along that way that makes more powerful than before.

Everyone else will tell you about the positive power of prayer, blah blah blah. I think prayer is handiest for things like short lines at the DMV, wishing your stalker true love and mental health ELSEWHERE, and visualizing love and health as you cuddle your cat at the vet.

But praying for financial rescue sucks. It makes you the victim, the princess in the tower. Money’s not here to rescue you… especially rescue you from yourself. Your money is here to be your partner, because he (or she) loves you and sees how powerful you really are. Money doesn’t know how to be with you when you play small.

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To your greatest life yet!

Namaste,

Morgana

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Years ago I was taking a terrific Reunion seminar with Alex Mandossian and the other graduates of his programs… and one of the exercises he took us through was, “What’s your verb?”

It’s a verb, a doing, that permeates who you are and your impact on the world.

For instance,

• Steve Jobs innovates.

• Sigmund Freud analyzes.

• Ernest Hemingway writes.

• Oprah Winfrey elevates.

• Richard Branson improves.

• Jim Carrey performs.

This can be a really deep exercise. And a fabulous resource when you’re feeling lost, confused, or hard on yourself. It reminds you who you are.

My verb is “transmute.” It’s what I do automatically. It’s my perspective on life. It’s the essense of my work: transmuting the ugliest, most painful, most unlovable, leaden human experiences into gold. Into love itself.

What’s your verb? PLEASE SHARE IT BELOW!
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Hello Readers. It’s day four of my “Open Mailbox Project.” You gotta read this one.

Where Ann began sounds like soooo many of the people who write to me asking for help. Through this journey Ann Prosperity, Romance, and her Magical Essence. I want you to read this and see what’s possible for you…

Ann Rusnak

“Sorry Morgana… this is going to be a little long…

First I wanted to share how Financial Alchemy really changed my life…

Right before you and your program came into my life,
I was getting depressed and suicidal again.

I was really tired of living this way and feeling desperate. It seem no matter what I did, how much therapy I
went through, when it came to money, nothing changed.

We were experiencing major financial setbacks… bankruptcy was looking like
a good option.  No matter what we made, financial chaos ruled our
lives. I’m also very unhappy in my business…

Now you came into my life, while I began to notice some improvements, our financial
situation really didn’t improve… I soon fired my Money Honey when
this incredible sexy french man showed up.

I wanted him to stay and asked him what I needed to do… he said close your
business… I balked… we could barely make ends meet let alone get rid of
outstanding debt and he’s asking me to close down a source of income.

What happened next can only be described as Incredible.

What I thought would be a one year break before I would start another business… turned
into 2 years.

As my relationship with my money honey grew, so did the
relationship with myself… I became more and more comfortable with ME.

I learned to trust and let go…. Trusted that when the time is right,
everything would fall into place to launch A R Success. Which happened this April.

During these two years every one of our financial needs got met plus some.

We paid off our home… wiped out every one of our outstanding bill except
one which will be gone this year, put money away in savings, rebuilding
our investments, put a new roof on the house, plus much more.

Our finances are in order and treated with respect. My relationship with
hubby is fantastic… like we’re dating all over again. People compliment
me with remarks like I seem so happy, so at peace… they noticed the
change.

Not only am I experience this incredible love affair with Antoine, but also
with myself… thanks to your revised material.

I’m ready to play bigger and don’t want to decide between a new garage
or Bali

I feel so good about the direction I’m going in… business will be different
this time… I can’t wait to see how many lives I turn around. I can’t wait
to see people embrace their true M.E. (Magical Essence)… start having great
‘ME’ affairs.”

Ann Rusnak

PS. Magical Essence is Trademarked by Ann. Clever, isn’t it?

Hello Readers. It’s Day Three of my “Open Mailbox Project.” (With the consent of the writers, of course.) This one is fun AND instructive, don’t you think?  Post your comments below, please!

“I heard you for the first time about a month ago. Got your package, read the interview and listened to the mp3′s and half-heartedly followed your instructions and I got half hearted results, nothing.

Got up this morning determined to dedicate my day to my personanl development and digging deeper into who I really am.

I started my day with meditation and a conversation with Destiny, my money’s name.  She is also my silent business partner.

As I was rereading your interview Destiny suggested I go to the bank and withdraw one hundred dollars in new one dollar bills just to see, touch and and smell.  Which I did with trepidation, not having much more than that in my account.

Less than ten minutes after I returned home an ex-tenent I hadn’t seeen for over six months knocked on the door and handed me a bank envelope containing $300.00 in cash.”

Lathell B.

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